Some days I just don’t feel like having a positive, hopeful attitude and today is one of those days. I feel stupid for getting my hopes up with clomid when I know how small our odds are. The arrival of my period today is just as heartbreaking as last month. I had sex with pink eye damn it!!! I am so tired of all of this. I had no idea it would be this hard. I never imagined it taking this long. I never pictured the possibility of never being able to conceive. Fresh salt in a old wound that just won’t heal.
I have on more month of clomid to go. Fuck.